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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jun 15, 2005 8:37:18 GMT -5
Raze looked up at the ceiling as well. "So?" He asked gently.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jun 18, 2005 1:57:43 GMT -5
"So I'm a Jedi?" she offered helplessly, eyes tracing the tiles; counting them slowly... again. "I shouldn't've let you do that. It's my duty to protect other people at the cost of my own life, if need be." But she didn't sound particularly convincing, as if quoting from memory, not from her heart.
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jun 18, 2005 9:17:15 GMT -5
"Everything will turn out fine." He assured her. "I know it will."
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jun 22, 2005 0:46:44 GMT -5
"Nothing turns out fine," she muttered. Oh, great, I'm being doomsday, the Jedi Master thought dryly.
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jun 22, 2005 8:36:37 GMT -5
Raze sighed. He didn't say anything, but he was sure his disapointment had been noticed by Taania. He just shut his eyes and tried not to be to worried about what was going to happen to him.
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Post by Cluge of the Grey on Jun 24, 2005 19:10:43 GMT -5
Through Force from Space to Taania: "This is Cluge, I am all right for now. Be safe and never stray."
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jun 26, 2005 22:26:23 GMT -5
((HAAHAA! You're using my "evil" avatar!!))
For a second she caugh Cluge's attempt at a Force-sending, focused hard through her nearly shielded up mind and sent the ringing question before closing the pathes to reply. [How can one stray when there never was a path to begin with?]
Then she stood up and crossed to sit beside Raze, a sudden burst of strength moving her body.
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jun 27, 2005 8:38:54 GMT -5
Raze was taken by surprise by Taania's sudden movement towards him. He looked at her quietly for a few moments before looking back up at the ceiling.
Raze shut his eyes, the silence was suffocating. Yet he endured it, not wanting to break the it, not wanting to speak. He wondered to himself where their captor was, and how long they were knocked out by the gas.
((And yes I am, I thought it went well with my new Sig. Don't you think?))
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jun 29, 2005 23:39:53 GMT -5
((Yeah, I do. Hey, did you know Myth told Echo to KILL you?! WAAAHHHHH... eh heh heh...))
Frozen in silence, the moment never seemed to end, suffocating Taania in her beliefs, in the Force - yes, even within her religion, it seemed. What that silence did was less than worthy, a darkness that threatened to throw her down a path that only another of that line could follow...
Teasing along the edge of her mind, the options she had to blast Raze from this unfortunate deal, the powers that could so easily be picked up. And what could it do, beyond good, to use that which she knew she could wield in the Force to, instead of lifting an object, to close the air passages of that blasted Sith. What harm would there be in reaching into his heart and plugging off the veins that held his life together. What harm would there be in reaching into what he was and draining his lifeforce away, letting him shrivel until he would beg for mercy from her, and she would have the power, that control!
Why can't I do it?! Why can't I just kill him, destroy him, and burst Raze from this?! He's done this for me, why should I let him waste his life when the power to end this lies at my fingertips?! WHY?! I have the power, the control. I am a Jedi Master. My life is to keep others from suffering - this... this Sith lives only to destroy. If I kill him, I'd be doing the universe a favor...
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jun 30, 2005 9:40:02 GMT -5
((Tsk tsk tsk. Those are darkside thoughts. And yes I've been keeping tabs on Myth and Echo, as well as Shadow and Jandalf ;D.)) Raze looked at Taania, unaware of the thoughts in her head. He wanted to break the silence so badly. He held her close and sighed. "I'm scared Taania." He confessed to her. "Of so many things. I'm afraid of dying, of having to kill, but I am afraid of losing you to that man." "If we get out of this I swear..." He said before trailing off into more silence. He was still holding her, his hand on her shoulder, eyes shut. "Love, its a strange thing." He said after a moment.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jul 3, 2005 20:48:54 GMT -5
((Aw... tsk. Didn't anyone tell you Taania was losing it? Soon she will take up a crimson blade, strike down Myth... blah blah blah. Heh. She's going Anakin and it's all your fault. *grins*))
Taania finally stirred from her darkside reverie, unknowing that those thoughts would be the deciding point in her falling down a new path, a path that she had never dreamed she would follow. For how often did a Jedi Knight choose to take that step into death itself, let alone a Jedi Master?
"Indeed," she murmured in reply. "Indeed it is the strangest thing, more complex than even the Force, one may think. And I swear," she whispered vehemently, "I will not let him destroy who you are merely for my life." I will kill him long before that point, her mind said traitorously, and this time Taania did not attempt to fight it. She knew she would.
And what made it far worse was that she knew she could.
The Jedi Master drew her hand down Raze's face for a moment, gazing at him with a silent, dangerous expression. It wasn't dangerous to te Zabrak she willingly professed to love, but burning with a silent rage at the Sith Master wou dared bind them into this mess. And she was not going to allow that to hinder her in her quest for...
For what? Do I only then seek to love unhindered? Or...
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jul 3, 2005 21:39:24 GMT -5
((awwww, she'd do that for him. *swoons* hehehe, yeah right))
"I know you won't." He replied quietly, feeling her hand along his face. "But for now, lets not think of it."
He gently ran his fingers down the side of her face, wishing that unsettling expression would disappear off it. "I really care about you." He said. "I'm sorry that this all happened."
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jul 4, 2005 13:10:29 GMT -5
((Aww... be touched. I'm turning my by-the-book Jedi Master darkside JUST for you. Now there's something I don't write every darned day...)) "I know you care," she murmured. Isn't that the problem? If he didn't care, then you wouldn't be in this mess...
But I want him to care! Force, I want to be out of these cursed bounderies formed by the Code! If I could just get my hands on whoever formed such cursed rules... oh, curse the Jedi Code and all that follow it!Taania tightly wrapped her arms about the Zabrak, crumbling into his shoulder. She felt so cold...
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jul 4, 2005 13:50:40 GMT -5
((By the book, huh? Well, I'm honored. ;D)
Raze held her tightly, not wanting to let go. "I'd do anything for you." He whispered.
He ran his fingers through her hair and Taania get closer. It was by far the best moment that he could remember. He felt her shiver and he wrapped his cloak around both of them, gently covering them in the black cloth.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jul 9, 2005 1:47:15 GMT -5
((Oh, yes, yes you had better be. Heh heh heh...))
She let herself crumble into his arms, feeling slightly better, but not much. No, the cold within her heart was by far more from the feelings that had settled over her mind, and the knowledge that she could and would kill.
"Don't do anything for me," Taania whispered. "I don't want you to die for me."
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jul 9, 2005 14:03:30 GMT -5
Raze shut his eyes sadly. "Taania." He whispered. "I care about you so much, but please, if you don't want me to die for you then don't die for me. I couldn't live with myself if you died to save me."
He knew it may be futile in trying to convince her of that but he hoped she would agree. He placed a hand to Taania's cheek and looked down sadly at her.
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Aayla Secura
Sithly Elf
Darn these glitched clones! They're not easy to keep in line, I can tell you!
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Post by Aayla Secura on Jul 10, 2005 19:00:26 GMT -5
((Ok, I haven't been here in too long... Am I too late? What's going on?))
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jul 14, 2005 22:03:00 GMT -5
((We're relatively off topic from your thing. So ignore us))
"I'll try not to," Taania murmured. "I don't really want to die. But I don't want to lose you."
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Post by Faust-Dark Lord Reborn on Jul 15, 2005 18:33:41 GMT -5
"Aw come on." He said jokingly. "You won't lose me. Its not like I want to leave you."
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jul 18, 2005 21:56:17 GMT -5
Perhaps she didn't see as much humor in the statement. She grimaced slightly. "You may not want to leave me..." The Jedi Master allowed herself to drift in closer, arms interlocked around his body tightly. "But that doesn't mean things will happen beyond our control."
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