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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 14, 2006 2:30:57 GMT -5
Entry... whatever. I want to change my name to Dearest Drivelous to fit my newest mood, but I like being Unknown at the moment still... heh... my new set is nice and splody and drively... (cackles) I'm typiong while watching a movie over my shoulder, meaning I'm not reallt watchingf what I'm typing. Actuyally, it's turning out fairly good at the moment. I really can touch type. Heh. We're watching Left Behind. Yay! I'll end up past 3 now. Heh. Hmm... at youth group, we played hockey. Which was really my first time ever. And since mom paused, I can type better now!! WOO! (coughs) And correct hocket to hockEY! Yeah... I'm not going to spell check this. Just so that I can look back and laugh hysterically. Yeah. So, anyway, I suck at hockey. Totally. But I was forced to play and sort of skate around. And I crashed into Darth Aragorn. WHEE!! (cackles) Anyway... I drew this last night. Without a reference photo. At least, without a proper one. I was inspired by an abstract that looked remotely like someone falling, but raelly didn't when it wasn't in thumbnail size... snrk... and I know her one hand looks like a stump. I was too tired to edit that. (Shrugs) I'll do that after I finish the commissioned piece I'm working on... and perhaps change "flying" to "falling". Yeah. It turned out... interesting... I thought. (wants to make a skin to match new sig and avatar set) I'll talk more later. At any rate, I'm no longer angsty, simply drivelous. (cackle) No lyrics. Don't have time to search them. MOVIE EXCITING!! Go read the poem The Lightsaber on Jedi.net by Xon Sinis. (snickers) I'll link it next time.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 14, 2006 4:20:48 GMT -5
WOO!
Entry something: MOVIE REVIEW:
Zzz... okay... it's nearly 3:30, but I don't watch very many movies, so you get a review.
The mouths were slightly out of time, which was my biggest issue with the movie. But it was... wow. Such an emotional take on the End Times stuff... whee. Elwing said it wasn't scary. I was staring at it, and though it wasn't SCARY... it was very emotional for me. Because THIS IS GOING TO HAPPEN, BLAST IT! People are going to vanish, and cars and planes will have missing people and people are going to freak out and and AND!!
...And the guy playing the Antichrist is bloody CREEPY. And I had a feeling he would be it too...
I don't know if I'll be able to sleep. It was a fairly decent movie, anyway. It's better if you're Christian because you get the full emotional load at various character views on Christ and such...
It was... creepy. And it appealed to me as a narrator, because of the simple... facts... lining... up. EVERYWHERE! It's incredible to watch a movie and see things line up in the plot. This one was better for the simple fact that it lined up with my religious beliefs. It might not be the best made movie, but plotwise, it was very emotional for me. I resisted crying, because Elwing would've laughed at me, but I was drawn to tears (mostly happy ones) more than once, and shrieked "yes!!" on occasion. Snrk.
The music went very nicely with it.
Anyway, I'm going to be overtired in the morning, but, Force, that was a decent movie. Meheehee. And for Awana I'm doing the Revalations elective... I think this year I'm on an "interested in the end times" kick. It's not good for sleeping. But it's so... COOL!! It all lines up!!!
(Cough)
Yes, I'm tired.
Lyrics?
Jingle Bells, Aragorn Smells, Frodo's gone away... Boromir's dead, he's really dead, and the One Ring's on E-bay!
©Adrienne Gollumeyes
• (ALT 0149) Snrk. I can't remember how I got the C thing... I just hit random ALT keys until I got it... wheeeee...
And according to the quiz Jandalf posted in her journal, I am a Thoughtful and Considerate Blogger.
Blog for a cause? Only for the sake of getting my brain to work normally again... heh... and I'm definately dramatic! But I do leave thoughtful comments. Sometimes.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 20, 2006 2:15:35 GMT -5
ENTRY:
I'm actually in a good mood.
Wow.
(faints)
That may be spawned from the fact that I'm deadly tired. Oh, and I'll actually finish my mathbook this year!! Hah!! Even if I have to do two bloody lessons a day, I'll still FINISH!!!
The Imperial March affects my brain.
And Ariane's despairing at the moment. Though no one will really know what I meant by that.
Um. Oh, and the Narnia board's up.
Anything else?
Right... lyrics... gah...
(dies)
Unfortunately, as I'm dead, I can't get you lyrics. Um... (steals from Jandalf)
WORD OF THE DAY/CONTEMPLATION/WHATEVER: Ergo, meaning "therefore", generally.
Ergo, as I am tired, I shall sleep. Go away.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 21, 2006 18:15:06 GMT -5
Entry... well... I need to count them, or something.
I'm in my room. My own bloody room. At the moment, I've got a broken computer chair because I can't steal the ones from the kitchen table anymore, and I'm waiting for mom to find a big screw to temporarily fix it so I can do my computer stuff.
No one will ever see me again. I have my music, computer, and writing stuff downstairs in my room. AND the art stuff is also downstairs. Ergh. Mom says I have to surface for more than just meals, of course, and I'm not so sure I like being down here anyway. Too easy to be tempted to go to bad sites. Normally I'm held accountable on that because I have little sibs over my shoulder until they go to bed, really...
Yeah.
I'll get pictures sometime.
Mom's going to borrow me her old scanner too, so I'll be able to scan in my own artwork (hopefully) (if she can find the disc for it). This means I'll be able to scan in EVERYTHING. Woo! Snrk. I don't scan in half of what I do for the sole purpose that there's no reason in getting mom to scan in and upload all my bad stuff... all I scan is what I usually need to post or work with for CGI stuff. Because there's no network (at least, it doesn't like my computer), and therefore we have to upload it ALL to my photobucket or theimagehosting.com. Ergh. Really, it's quite a pain in the behind.
I have an odd desire to go through and delete all the old signature sets saved with layers. Heh. Must make PC run fassssssssster...
Um. Yes.
I'll get pictures of my room sometime. Because it's cool. I have purple walls and a plasma lamp and a fountain and a lava lamp. And some plastic flowers too. Now I just need a fan, really... heh... ><
Yes.
My room's going to end up SOOO cluttered.
And I drew Ariane! Need to scan in and colorize because it's the most accurate sketch I've ever pulled off of her... [/rant that no one but Jandalf will comprehend]
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 24, 2006 0:13:56 GMT -5
I can't really post anything beyond lyrics at the moment. I was left crying tonight, not mad but broken. I've hurt so many people...
...blast, not ANOTHER lyrics. Why do I have this facination with lyrics that HURT?! Argh... well... they only hurt when I'm looking for them to hurt.
To Jandalf and Joan, if I utterly cannot get up: I'm sorry. Sincerely, truly... Force, please just hate me! It'd make this so much easier for me.
My lyrics of the moment.
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Post by Joan Omnipresent on Jan 24, 2006 15:26:46 GMT -5
*huggle*
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 24, 2006 23:34:39 GMT -5
THAT WAS A ONE WORD POST!! DIE!! Snrk.
Entry... oh well.
[glow=green,199,999] I HAVE AN ALIAS WITH BLOODY MORE KARMA THAN ME, AND I DON'T CARE IF THI GIVES HER AWAY!! Argh!! *freaks out* [/glow]
Heh. I want to change my name to Finnity. Because that's a cool nickname and I hate my normal one... (Cackles) As soon as I finish that new sig... just need a good pic for it...
Noooooooo lyrics. I'm too brain-dead to search at the moment.
But for those following the horrifying saga of my life, things are better now. I got up at 7:15 for the sake of chatting and clearing things up. Woo! Now things are peacefuller. I think. *shifty eyes* Unless Jandalf's avoiding me now...
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Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jan 25, 2006 13:48:39 GMT -5
No, no...'twas simply dissifult to get in a chat, RP, a few dozen posts, AND a peek at PMs all in the space of two minutes before I had to sign off for bed. So I settled for a brief peek at PMs.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 26, 2006 21:20:24 GMT -5
You get PMs? (is in awe) (just about capsed the S... snrk...) I... don't... very often. Contrary to what I used to get. Heh.
Um... I can't make a journal post until I get on my own computer and get the lyrics for Irene. Heh.
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Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jan 27, 2006 22:23:05 GMT -5
PMs are relatively rare...but I'm still in the habit of checking them...
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 28, 2006 12:28:30 GMT -5
Heh... I'm only getting them at this very moment because I PMed people about the new fanfic thing...
ENTRY THAT WILL BE FINISHED LATER IF/WHEN I WAKE UP IF/WHEN I GET BACK
I met someone who looked and acted like a real-life Xendor. I was both nonplused and amused. And couldn't resist informing him that I had to marry him. Snrk. Hey, he was informing my mom that he had to move in with us and trying to usurp my brother's place!! (she threatened to hit him. She should have. He acted SOOOO much like Xendor... even to the randomly wrap arm about someone's shoulders thing...)
Heh heh.
Yes.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Jan 31, 2006 11:47:27 GMT -5
.... That ..... Is .... Scary.... I've met people like that before, who fit certain characters, but.... Whoa... That IS unusual.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Jan 31, 2006 21:50:09 GMT -5
(Cackles) I think my characters are all real and are OUT TO GET ME!!!!!!!! Heh. Kidding, of course...
You're using an avatar I made!!
I'm still too lazy to search lyrics for Irene, though, so no proper journal post for YOU!!! ...I'm overusing exclamation points. Someone please shoot me.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Feb 1, 2006 9:25:57 GMT -5
Nah. Waste of bullets. We'd just revive you again. I pick the avvies I like... Somehow, they are all yours... Snrk, Xendor seems like quite a character...
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Feb 7, 2006 21:45:24 GMT -5
I'm getting PMs... need to delete... have over 1000... 1443, actually... heh...
So. Things of merit.
ENTRY SOMETHING:
I've worn the m off of my keyboard. I think I talk about myself too often, or something. Heh heh. (cackles) Nah, it's actually simply because I spilt something sticky on it and ended up picking most of the decal off (it's a black keyboard, so the white stuff comes off sort of easily). But now my n's getting worn off too. I tried to fix my m with whiteout, but it went everywhere and I had to use black ink to fix it (because the white wouldn't come off), and now my m looks horrible... argh. At least it has a semi-m shape to it, though...
I have a list of Middle-earthians I KNOW are both real, female/male, youngerish, and living. Yesterday it was Jandalf, CR, Joan, Mekka, Stone, Forca, and Foral.
I can include Warious now.
Wow, that was freaky...
Yeah. Well, see, I did put my phone number on my bebo account, so I really didn't care if anyone who I listed as a friend on there phoned me. And I did say I didn't care if she phoned me. But I didn't EXPECT her to ever do so! I mean, it's long distance (States to Canada), and both of us have this lovely hate of phones that myself and several of my friends share. I think Forca and Joan both don't like phoning people much either. All right, I actually nearly vomited when I had to phone Jandalf when my internet cut out... so I'm a bit abnormally afraid of phoning people... not to mention that I don't like it because I both stammer and have a very... odd... tone of voice. It's not so much an accent as it is just a strange tone. I sound high pitched without being actually that high toned. It's an almost blond tone, the comic relief girl sort... and I hesitate. A lot. I do fine talking RL most of the time, just phones are odd. See, posting, I try to imitate how I talk, really. I improperly use commas and ellipseses quite a bit just to indicate, you know, how I'd normally speak. My posts are only rambly becauase that's how I am RL, really... I overuse things like 'of course', 'really', 'actually', 'as well', and stuff like that over text because I insert them when talking in reality regularly as well. I actually am quite capible of posting more Jandalf-length posts. I just don't like to. It's far more fun to ramble and be me.
If I were to post with all my erasing of words to fix the spelling, that's how I talk. I mispronounce words, stammer a bit and have to fix them... (shrugs) I can't get all my tones in, of course. I do things like "meh" and unspellable inserts RL too.
But, off that rant. I've noticed something with all Americans I've talked to. They all have this... accent. It's BARELY noticable. No one would recognize it if they weren't looking for it. But all of them, Joan, Forca, Warious, they all have this way of talking that sounds just a bit more South, or something. Just the hintest of a difference in inflections. It's facinating. (is facinated)
And I use eh. Argh. It's so annoying... I fit my stereotype without even TRYING! Argh! Snrk.
Tis so much safer to talk online...
Or to the voices in my head. Mwhahaa. Woo! (falls over) I'm playing in the Wendybrook music thingy again this year. Doing a song which I can't spell, but it's pronounced echo-say-ss. It's in the second Suzuki book. Song one. And I'm doing Rohan, though I was going to do May it Be, I decided not to because of all the weird timing changes. Whoa, it's weird. And Rohan is only 3/4 and 4/4 and 2/4 in places. Snrk.
I've been being a horrible cynic/critic lately... argh... I hate it. Wow, I hate it.
Right.
Lyrics... it'd be better to LISTEN to this song if you can, but here.
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Post by Jandalf on Toast on Feb 8, 2006 11:59:47 GMT -5
I love that song...and you're right about the accents. My cousin and his wife moved to NC a while back, and I can still hear the accent he picked up sometimes, especially when he gets excited...it really is fascinating...makes me want to move to England. (grins)
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Feb 9, 2006 3:46:19 GMT -5
We all know you're not exactly loyal to Canada... (Cackles) You British reformer, you!! As for me, I want to stay right here... well, barring the trip to MB.
ENTRY:
At the moment.
1) I'm trying to build a Narnia RP, though others are doing most of the work. 2) I'm trying to post actively on an RPG on Barrowdowns. 3) I'm trying to post regularly with Tiana on Jedi.net. 4) This should've been first... I'm RPing with Jandalf. Writing a NOVEL!! Snrk. 5) And now I joined Lost Fellowship just because she joined and semi-spammed my site to get affiliated and going to try RPing a canon character. Oy vey. (falls over) 6) NOT to mention DM. And I joined Ali or Abso's site, not sure which... 7) Need I go on on everything else I'm writng?
I'm hungry (fits, just needs to be capsed), I just made a skin (it doesn't follow my standard pattern... it's mostly the same color all the way, just different shades, and the background's... I think it needs to be redone. Heh.)
Woo.
(plots to make a pink skin for Valentines day)
Right... I still need to post the next post for my Nano...
Nooooooooo lyrics.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Feb 11, 2006 3:29:10 GMT -5
ENTRY NUMBER RANDOM: I updated my nano. I have a weird desire to force Tiana to play chess because it connects to her present situation in a metaphotical sort of manner. I want to draw that, actually, but I don't know all the pieces very well... play your knight as your pawn... (goes off and cackles) Sorry. That made no sense to anyone. I am now doing signatures on the DiOM forum. The one turned out really, really well.. I am now invisioning Jether with hat hair... does not... help... anything... brain... AAUUGH! Snrk. Lyrics... too dead to pull up...
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Feb 15, 2006 2:40:16 GMT -5
Hi. At the moment, I have...three...signature requests on DiOM. I have one from my sister. I want to make myself a new one on DiOM. I'm involving myself in two other RPGs actively, not to mention that I should become more active on LF. But I don't wanna. And it's not like they can MAKE me. I am working on a CGIed image that I do NOT have a reference photo for the person, and have a one inch reference photo for the dragon. The reference photo in question is sort of a tan brown when I'm doing a red dragon. The face doesn't show at all. My face for it has to be about as big as the reference photo. I have never drawn a dragon before in my life. Someone shoot me. PLEASE!! At least her face looks good... I've been through colorizing tutorials on faces and even it if was smaller than I've ever done before, I at least had a pencil bit to go by. The veil was the easy part. If someone has a picture of a dragon on that angle, PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE GET IT TO ME!! Argh. ...and I have to do the bloody cup too. Another thing I've never done in my life. Yay. (flat) And all of MEI is a bunch of spoilsports when it comes to Valentines Day. So I'm a geek/weird (I mean, by MEI's standards, considering all our main members are proclaiming that it's stupid, I'm weird, not that the other folk here aren't). Wow, my brain is dying... I'm getting seriously into doing Clone Wars mimic-styled art. Heck, I'm just into mimicking styles. I can now achieve images that look like Jandalf's style without much effort (would you believe how hard it was to teach myself to do the mouths with no detail like that?! And to ignore shading so much...). Now I have to learn Adrienne's. And I'm fighting to figure out how to draw like a little kid again. Snrk. Yeah. I've been into mimicking lately. Lyrics... erm... Don'thavetheoneIshouldposttoobadit'sniceanddrivelous...gah... It's not even on my computer... gah again! I have a doc file dubbed "some lyrics". It's where I save all my lyrics. You needed to know that. Seriously!! Ooh, and I might actually update my ff's one of these days. Must search Jeremy Camp lyrics.
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Post by Tiana, eh? on Feb 16, 2006 22:44:56 GMT -5
LOOK!!! Yeah, that's all. : twisted : , no spaces. Heh. (loves it)
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