Lone Wolf says:
do de do
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i feel like crap
Lone Wolf says:
what's wrong *huggles*
Lone Wolf says:
talk to me D:
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
long story
Lone Wolf says:
so?
Lone Wolf says:
*sits down and listens closely*
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
well
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i treated my boyfriend like I am an idiot two days ago
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
three days ago
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i stood out in the pouring rain just now
Lone Wolf says:
go on
Lone Wolf says:
?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
brb
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
back
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
well i broke his heart
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
so i stood out in the freezing rain
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'm already sick
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
to try and repent the sin for myself
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
he just wants me to say i'm sorry
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
but to me
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
that's not good enough
Lone Wolf says:
correct me if I'm mistaken but, because you hurt him, you went outiside in the frezzing rain (even though you're already sick) as a way to repent for what you've done?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
yea
Lone Wolf says:
you know there are better ways to repent than to harm yourself
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i shouldve just sliced my arm open
Lone Wolf says:
what!?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
so then they'll be a scar
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
and i'll learn from my mistake
Lone Wolf says:
cant you just forgive yourself?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
no
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
that's not good enough
Lone Wolf says:
you're a human, you're bound to screw up sometime
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
then i should remember my mistake
Lone Wolf says:
do you really have to resort to hurting yourself?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
most of the time
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
yes
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'd rather have they kind of pain
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
then the pain i'm feeling now
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
that*
Lone Wolf says:
you'd rather feel physical pain than emotional?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
yes
Lone Wolf says:
well, it's true that if you're in psycial pain you get your mind off of your emotional pain
Lone Wolf says:
and although i dont hurt myself, i do welcome it whenever I'm injured
Lone Wolf says:
but if i really want to get my mind off a haunting past, i go outside on a walk
Lone Wolf says:
usually at night
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i cannot
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i live on a highway with no sidewalks
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
otherwise
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i would welcome a nice walk
Lone Wolf says:
well it's not the walk that calms me
Lone Wolf says:
but since it's dark out and i wonder far from home, sooner or later something's gonna scare me
Lone Wolf says:
the fear takes my mind off the past and into the present
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i do not scare easily
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
mainly when i'm like this
Lone Wolf says:
may not be much but try this
Lone Wolf says:
www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/303832Lone Wolf says:
scared the crap out of me when i first played it O.o;
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
no thanks
Lone Wolf says:
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'll be fine
Lone Wolf says:
promise me one thing
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
what
Lone Wolf says:
dont hurt yourself
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
i will try
Lone Wolf says:
that's not what i wanna hear O.o;
Lone Wolf says:
i wanna hear "I'm not gonna hurt myself"
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
i can't promise anything
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
if i did
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
i would be a hypocrite
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
like i said earlier
Lone Wolf says:
dont let me down
Lone Wolf says:
can you at least do that?
It's Easier To Go... Than To Face All This Pain All Alone... says:
i shall try
Coffee - me
Easier - me
Lone Wolf
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'm soaked
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
and really cold
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
just shower?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
it was pouring
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
cold heavy drops
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i went out in just my tank top
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'm going to get even sicker
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
but oh well
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
Heh, gonna catch Pnumonia.
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
so
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i deserve it
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
For?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
my way of repenting a sin
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
what sin?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
you of all people should know
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
Easier way to repent.
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
Say you're sorry.
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
to me
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
that's not good enough
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
It is for me, the one you sinned against.
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i'm not worthy
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
Of?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
anything from you
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
How come?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
because i hurt you
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
So what, it's over and done with. I forgive you for it.
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
you shouldn't
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
Why not, I love you.
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i told you i don't think i'm worthy of it
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
But I think you are, and i'm the one loving you so
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
your opnion is null in void!
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
thanks
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
but
ΣömΔ B1ues says:
But?
I Like My Coffee Black Just Like My Metal says:
i dunno
Soma Blues - boyfriend
Easier - me
Coffee - me
I feel like I am an idiot. Like I said, I wan't to slice my arm open. I'm so cold, and shivering like a motherfucker. Crying isn't helping either. damnit...
Wrote that earlier in the day. 3:30pm ish.
Currently 11:58pm
AND I HATE THAT I CAN'T SWEAR! Irks me... Greatly. Since I usually copy and paste it from my LJ. Grrrr.....