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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Jun 15, 2006 8:16:14 GMT -5
I think back closets were standard design back then.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Jul 18, 2006 8:49:46 GMT -5
While I was working on the POTC skin for FF, I made this: His fingers reminded me of the 'mindtrick' position. Heh.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Aug 23, 2006 9:13:14 GMT -5
Life: ... *HAPPY!!!*
New possesions: Luverly, speedy, beautiful, password protected laptop HOt, sweet, funny, amazing boyfriend (stolen from brother, also Warious's brother.... weird) 4 college credits and an A in English Comp. A big wonkin math book for another college course And hugs tomorrow.
*YAY*
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Aug 23, 2006 9:13:57 GMT -5
Oh, yes, to warn you all - my brother will be joining MEI - not that you read this, but anyways. Can't say I didn't warn ya.
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Post by Master Warious on Aug 23, 2006 14:11:29 GMT -5
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Aug 24, 2006 8:50:47 GMT -5
Snrk.
Indeed.
Hide the rum.
Your prize posessions.
Your life, if you value it.
Doom has come to Middle Earth... and it wields obnoxiousness.
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Post by Master Warious on Aug 27, 2006 8:05:33 GMT -5
What is his SN gonna be here?
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Aug 27, 2006 8:54:38 GMT -5
He'sot here yet. And I dunno.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Aug 31, 2006 9:02:46 GMT -5
Wonderage....
Six months ago, a year ago, two years ago, five years ago today, I would have felt this gnawing aching feeling deep in my chest, wearing me down, making me anxious and depressed and worthless.... like I was nothing. I literally thought of that feeling as 'the dragon' that was eating me from inside out...
What noone knows is that I've been so seriously depressed, I've come this close to killing myself. More than once. More than twice. About five times, to count.
But now...
I don't feel that, that I'm not worthy, that I'ma failure, that Ineverwillbeanythingofworthoranythingperiod,justawasteofspace.
I feel....
Alive...
That I have a right to live, that I am me, and i have no need to be perfect, because I'm me, I have a right to live and laugh and be because I'm me....
and I Love it...
How can this be?
How did this happen? Did some knight come along and slay the dragon unbeknownst to me, or did it just give up and die on its own...?
I don't know.....But it's gone...
And thank goodness it did.
I'm alive, world!!! And I'm here to stay!!!
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Post by Master Warious on Sept 3, 2006 21:02:05 GMT -5
*claps* YAY!!!! GO COMMANDER GO!
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Sept 16, 2006 14:38:18 GMT -5
I'm bored. 'Nuff said. Tired of playing with Lamino. Don't wanna go stare at walls some more. 5 thirty, come soon PLEASE.
I"m going to ATF next weekend - boyfriend's dragging me. Joy. [/sarcasm] And my brother's coming too. [/more sarcasm]. And about 10 other people I don't know. Which may also include the girl who dumped my boyfriend after 5 weeks. [/grrrrr]. And most of these people are Baptist or soemthing else (WHICH IS NOT A BAD THING!!!) And I'm Catholic, so I"m on edge about getting flamed. But if they can't accept me, pshut. Pity for them. Hope that won't happen. I don't do well at things like these - I always break down horrendously. I'm hoping this time will be different, but.... I don't know. I'm better about my religion than I was. Heck, I'm better about GOD than I was. But... I'm still a tocuh nervous. This had better be a good thing. And 5:30 had better come fast before I go crazy. The colors in here aren't that appealing. Nor the food - there is no food. Hell with the spoon, there IS NO FOOD. Need... Chocolate... Sugar... Then last nigth I found a cyst in an odd spot, so now I"m antsy about that, altho I couldn't find it this morning. XP. Such fun. NEED SUGAR. Shutting up.
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Post by Master Warious on Sept 16, 2006 23:41:33 GMT -5
[soothing voice] Everything will be just fine. You will enjoy it. ...and they're not baptists...just me and my brothers....they're evangelistic. You willlllll beeeeee fiiiiiiiiiine. Yoooooooooou waaaaaaant tooooooo eaaaaaaaat chocolate. Yoooooooooooou arrrrrrrrrrrre getting verrrrrrry sleeeeeeeeeepy.[/soothing voice]
*snore*
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Sept 21, 2006 9:09:15 GMT -5
*snrk* I think that backfired.... LR and I have been discussing how we are going to observe the communal habits of teenage Flanderistic Christians this weekend - we have been given a grant to study these people. Translation: Mom's apying for us to go to ATF in hopes that we will actually get religious. Not likely. (For those who do not know the definition of "Flanderistic Christian", please watch any episode of the Simpsons in which Homer's neighbor appears.) Not that I have anything against Flanderistic Christians, I just.... Am going to observe and not take part, sorta. Yeah. Plus, my first rock concert shall be a "Christ Fest" As my rock concert obsessed coworker calls it. (My dad's was something like ELO, which I envy.) "How can you groove to Christian rock?" he said. "Isn't that like, sacreligious?" Point taken. We shall observe how to 'groove' to Christian rock. If it is possible. Very intruiging....
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Nov 9, 2006 9:12:28 GMT -5
VErdict: It is possible to groove to christian rock. Everyone was bashed, and hotels are ....strange.
Holey mley, things have flown by. College Applications are eating my time..... At least all the freakin tests are over with. *celebrates* At least until Marchish. then the Cleps. If I'm goign to the state college. Meh. Now, onward with essaywriting. I'm so tempted to write about one comparing my inner self to Macbeth and Lady Macbeth..... But I'll stick to the safe stuff and do that one for fun. ^.^ Mathclass is suvivable, my coworker is an awesome help. Ummmmmmmmmmmm...... Y'know.... We should seriously start a chemistry thread on here. Or an 'I hate standardized tests, here's what I suffered thru' thread.... Hmmm...
Anyhoo, how are all you people doin'? Anything exciting that I missed out on?
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Post by Dûncariel is Dead. on Nov 9, 2006 19:51:00 GMT -5
Yes. Break into the College Board and burn it.
*grins happily*
One more to go, and I'm done. Glad you're finished, though... I feel your pain with applications. They're eating me, too. Mostly because I'm a procrastinator, and now they're all beginning to be due... bah. [/rant in someone else's journal]
I <3 CHEMISTRY!!! Even AP... so much freaking fun!!!! If impossible... but still fun....
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Nov 15, 2006 9:29:08 GMT -5
Oh, yesh, I've got the same procrastination problem. I'm really lazy, mainly becaus ethe freakin SAT IIs burned my brain to bits, plus my mom is saddling it on, and I've actually got a socail life now, and well.... I'm LAZY. So I get it done, but they're due in a month. And I want to get it in before the due date. Mom's being lazy too - she needs to write my transcript and she hasn't. CHEMISTRY RULEZ T3H WORLD!!!!!!!! Advanced Chem is AWESOME. I love it. Which test do you have left?
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Feb 21, 2007 20:03:41 GMT -5
Random updation, since I have the feeling no one cares about my life....
Send out apps. Still haven't heard back. Starting to regret not starting college stuff in my sophomore year so I could have applied Early Decision to those schools. Dumped the high class, excellent, middle of nowhere, place where I would assuredly DIE school for the local Uni, where I need to be accepted to so I can become an occupational therapist and help people and actually SEE I am making a difference with this pathetic existence of mine. Have a severe case of senioritis, (why did I put tendonitis???) aided and abetted by an addiction to Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion which I have beat once with my dark elf chick and am beating again NO CHEATS!!! with my hunk of a Breton spellcaster... *depressed sigh* If only Martin hadn;t doen that in the end...He's the only reason I'm playing the game thru again... Well, OK, not the only reason. But I miss him terribly... *sigh* Need to do scholarships, because dad's job is going under, but don't feel like it/don't have TIME because I"m working so much. I need a brather, a break, a SOMETHING.... Preferably with Lex, and away from the boyfriend, whom I am royally pissed at right now, for no good reason, BUT IT'S STILL A REASON!!! He's coming over tomorrow afternoon, after saying oh, yeah, that I, Commander, need to do SCHOOLWORK..... Does that WORK??? HUH??? *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* I don't sleep anymore, don't do much of anythign, either........... I can't wait until March is over.......
*bleaugh*
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Post by Master Warious on Feb 21, 2007 22:20:17 GMT -5
Welcome to Hell Commander. Its getting hot in here.....
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Post by Dûncariel is Dead. on Feb 22, 2007 20:29:10 GMT -5
*cracks up*
So, the first time I read this, I was like "Your brother went out with him too?!?" Then I actually payed attention, and it made sense, but.... oy. That was awful funny.
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Post by Morgana Le Fay on Feb 23, 2007 11:27:18 GMT -5
Hell... niceness... Well, at least I'm not alone. ROFLOL.... I think LR willl freak when I tell him that... Woo.... Speaking of, boyfriend situation is much better now. Worked things out, after he proved he's just as stubborn as I am... Yep, this one's a keeper. Now, if only I don't screw things up again...
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