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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 12, 2005 11:32:41 GMT -5
Well, I got to a point that I needed somewhere to let it all out, so here I am...Every single website that I've joined with one exception has died...One even dissapeared on me. I went to the site today, and it took me to the Proboards site. Even parts of ME:I have died when I posted. And I'm feeling left out of the loop in my own house. Sometimes I wonder if people are avoiding me on purpose...Even my own site died!
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Post by Master Warious on Dec 12, 2005 19:08:24 GMT -5
I had to go to boston and Maine this weekend...I couldn't get online if I wanted to...Your sites not dead yet.
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 13, 2005 16:32:08 GMT -5
I know what you mean. I can't believe that Dad spent all day on the computer, or out christmas shopping. I mean, I like christmas presents, but not at the cost of not being able to spend time with my dad. It just isn't fair. And the only reason he let me on, is because he's making dinner.
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Post by ¤Eternaldarkness¤ on Dec 13, 2005 17:39:32 GMT -5
I understand what you are going through Foral. I used to always wish I could spend time with my Dad but, he always pushed me away and was always working. So, we got farther apart from each other and now, we despise each other. I am sure though, that unlike my situation yours will get better and your Dad will spend time with you. The worst days are over and all that can come of this is better days to come.
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Post by Forca the returning on Dec 13, 2005 21:42:49 GMT -5
Yes, it's just the Christmas season, Foral. You think I like being away from home every evening because of It's a Wonderful Life rehearsals? Dad isn't avoiding you. He's just busy.
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 14, 2005 10:43:14 GMT -5
Yeah, I know. Thank you all for letting me know that I'm not alone in the world. Well, I labeled this the UPs and downs of Foral McDerson, asuming that I would in fact run into some high points. And here's one! I'm out of my depression stage(if you could see some of the random and not to well writen songs that I've written lately, it would be proof), and now I'm back to looking forward to what tomorrow may bring, and Christmas! This is, for me, the reason I live through every day of the year...this and Easter. Christmas. Best season of the year, for several reasons. I get to spend time with most of my family, remembering what Jesus did for me, and(it's a nice addition to the list of things that make christmas worth it all) presents. Mostly the thought of it, I think. Maybe there is a bit of greed there, after all, I'm human!
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 15, 2005 20:34:58 GMT -5
Well...Today was choppy getting online...I'm not sure if I'll get everything done today online...starting to get my life back. Dad's been getting home awfully early these days. That's good news. He'll be bringing Forca home from rehearsal tonight, just like last night. Can't wait 'till he get's home...maybe we'll get to watch Air Force One. Speaking of Air Force 1, my dad saw the real thing. A few years ago, he used to work for a magazine destributing company, and he worked the airport. Well, President Bush happened to be in the state visiting a school to deliver a speech, and Air Force 1 was in the airport. That was shortly after 9/11 I think. My dad was out of work for a few weeks 'till they opened the airport back up. Anyways...I'm rambling. Christmas is in ten days! Woohoo!
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 16, 2005 11:18:06 GMT -5
Wow, test day...Not fun...Right now I'm really ticked at my parents. They don't even know who I am anymore. They don't understand that my only friends that I get to see in real life, ar both younger than me, so they don't let me hang out with them outside of church much. Well, one is just entering Middle school, and I'm in the homeschool equivilent of High School, so there's not much of a difference there, but hte other one is like, eight or so, and he has a brother that's one year younger than me, so I'm not allowed to go over to his house after church to hang with him, because my dad thinks it's strange that I hang out with an eight-year-old, when he has a brother that's thirteen. I don't understand his logic...it doesn't make sense. Then there's online, which they don't realize is my real life. They think that it's a hobby. And another thing is that it's really hard to share a life with someone coughForcacough. Well, that's all the ranting...wait, spanish. I had to write out a sentence in spanish while it was dictated to me by a computer program in spanish. Right down to those weird marks like that wierd thing over thier vowels...Grrr...anywho...that's all the ranting for today...
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 19, 2005 11:02:00 GMT -5
*snarl*...time limits...my mom only gave me 30 minutes...not enough time to do what needs done...it seems that she's trying to stop my online altogether! Really! She doesn't understand that the only friends I have that don't make fun of me on a regular basis, are online! It's just not fair! I can understand an hour or two, but half of one?! Completely unfair!
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Post by Master Warious on Dec 19, 2005 11:50:33 GMT -5
True dat Foral. My complete sympathies. And understanding. Fewer people make fun of me online then in 'real life'.
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Post by Ali Blue on Dec 22, 2005 23:42:20 GMT -5
Even my own site died! I had two sites that died... one was really cool. *sniffles* I usually get 30 min. to an hour on the computer, but then my mom forgets about it... hee hee. edit: btw, I'm Quynh on SWDFR
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Post by Forca the returning on Dec 23, 2005 15:30:16 GMT -5
*evil, mishievous grin* Your site won't be dead for long, Foral...
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Post by Master Warious on Dec 24, 2005 11:16:00 GMT -5
Oh no! I'm sorry Foral! It's all my fault!
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 27, 2005 14:08:38 GMT -5
Is OK...Yes, it isn't dead anymore! I just have to much of a life online for my time...it's like trying to do too much right before you die...
I'm beginning to dislike Christmas...well, all holidays in general. One weekend, and now I'm trying to repiece my life back together. A mountain of laundry is sitting outside my door, and I'm expected to fold it all today! And mom wonders why I have an aditude about it...that and my sisters(except for Forca) are always yelling at me when I put a shirt in the wrong pile...grrr...
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Post by Forca the returning on Dec 27, 2005 15:45:30 GMT -5
You think I don't know how you feel? I was doing the exact same thing a couple years ago. I feel for you, buddy.
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Dec 31, 2005 11:59:59 GMT -5
Yeah, and on top of that, we had school today! I mean, come on! It's a holiday for crying out loud! Geese! Give me a break! Let me sleep in until at least 9 o' clock, and one subject! That's all I'm asking for! Sometimes I dislike holidays...they're not all they're cracked up to be...
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Post by Forca the returning on Jan 2, 2006 16:39:30 GMT -5
At least we got to sleep in today!
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Jan 3, 2006 20:01:58 GMT -5
Yes, that we can be thankful for...I have a website! foralonline.bravehost.com! It's not really done yet, but it's on it's way. I am feeling better now! I love my life(even though it doesn't exist), and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's a very long tunnel, I hope, but I'll be out before I know it. If yo don't understand, well, I probably don't either, I'm writing from the heart.
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Jan 24, 2006 13:56:33 GMT -5
Alright, this has been a while, but I've been in Panama City Fl. last weekend. We left Friday, January 13, 2006. It was a long drive, and we all went crazy on the guys bus, but we survived...listening to the same song over and over and over and over.....................
I'm a little bit upset right now, because my little sisters are hogging the digital camera, and won't let me record anything permanantly on the memory card that's in, and I can't find the small one anywhere! I really need to record something for a homeschool group art show. I have no artistic talents to speak of, besides writing, which isn't really an option.
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Post by Foral McDerson Windu DOOM! on Jan 26, 2006 14:19:34 GMT -5
Grrr.............a few years ago, I gave my mom a letter holder that I'd made, and just today, I found it at the bottom of a box of stuff, some of which was heavy, and it was busted. Mom didn't even think to put it where it wouldn't get broken! I'm offended greatly.
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