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Myrkr
Jun 28, 2005 16:52:10 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jun 28, 2005 16:52:10 GMT -5
((Owe you? But I never asked for it in the first place. *is tempted to edit Shadow's siggie to make it smite* Heh heh heh...))
"Even when it seems like there is nothing to lose, there's always something left to go wrong," he stated in something of a weary philosophical tone. "And somehow, I think you can identify with that all too well. Shall we carry on?"
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Myrkr
Jul 9, 2005 1:57:01 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 9, 2005 1:57:01 GMT -5
//And so you go and cheat with your own. And alias did too. (mutters) Why do people have to set their links to exalt themselves??//
"Indeed," she murmured. Death is better than shame, please just kill me now i can't carry on...
Lania trailed after him silently as they carried on following the trail - perhaps for 15 minutes, but after a while she finally spoke again. "Why didn't-- why don't-- you kill me?" A small voiced question, careful in its wording. But she had to know.
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Myrkr
Jul 9, 2005 18:23:53 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jul 9, 2005 18:23:53 GMT -5
((I've had mine set differently for at least a week and a half now. *winks* 'Sides, I'm not the only one who likes to link to self.))
Elachi slowed to a stop and turned to face her with a mystified expression he didn't bother hiding. "Are you thinking that because you've told me you're Sith, I have every right in the galaxy to kill you? I don't think I do. And if you're concerned about keeping your life, you must have something to live for. That gives me all the more reason not to destroy you." He shook his head. "The only circumstance in which I'd think about it is if you'd try to kill me first, and thus far you haven't attempted that."
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Myrkr
Jul 14, 2005 21:53:06 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 14, 2005 21:53:06 GMT -5
//Yes, but who karmas me anyway??//
"And you don't think I'd kill you?" she murmured, voice a bit twisted with agony. "What fool are you, to trust on hopes?" The girl closed her eyes, drew in a breath quietly. "What reasons do I have to live?"
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Myrkr
Jul 15, 2005 9:47:44 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jul 15, 2005 9:47:44 GMT -5
((Heh...nice bait in the siggie... *winks* I guess you could call it creative advertising, eh?))
"I must trust on hopes," he replied. "You're my only ticket out of here. And I'm afraid I cannot place a guess on what exactly you would have to live for, but..." Elachi paused. "I believe there's something."
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Myrkr
Jul 15, 2005 12:54:17 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 15, 2005 12:54:17 GMT -5
//I wasn't trying to make you take your karma link off. (sniffles) I liked having a convenient way to exalt your brother. Now I'm alone!//
"Do you?" she murmured, reaching up to brush her hair out of her eyes. Brown hair continually drifting down into her face... she sighed. Do I even want to kill him?
No. You don't. He's your ticket out of here, even if he doesn't know it.
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Myrkr
Jul 15, 2005 17:46:57 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jul 15, 2005 17:46:57 GMT -5
((Aww...should I put it back? But we loveses the hamsters, precious...))
"Intuition, perhaps. Jedi training covers the guidance of the Force, but even without it, the training remains." Elachi tuned the locator a bit more. "I realise I'm in a bad position to ask questions of you, and I don't have to hear the answer, but is this thing that's worth living for also worth returning to or embracing?"
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Myrkr
Jul 16, 2005 18:52:26 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 16, 2005 18:52:26 GMT -5
//Use "censored words" and I think you can get more into your signature. You need the smite button. It was amusing. >sees no point to the hampsters<//
Lania hesitated, and her eyes for a moment flared with a hint of grief, quickly masked by years of silent anger. "Neither of us are in a place to ask questions, so allow me to answer with one of my own. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them... or at least lay down all morals and codes you once bore?" The girl closed her eyes, and inhaled slowly. "Worth returning to," she murmured, more to herself, "but acceptance is slim."
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Myrkr
Jul 17, 2005 14:58:40 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jul 17, 2005 14:58:40 GMT -5
((That's okay, because I love the hamsters. *grins* That page has been up for over six years...))
Attachment beyond the limits of the Code? Elachi thought. Perhaps that's part of the reason why she left the Order. "Not everything turns out the way we wish it to," he said quietly, "but the regret of never taking an opportunity can often hurt worse and longer than the chance of rejection."
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Myrkr
Jul 19, 2005 13:27:42 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 19, 2005 13:27:42 GMT -5
//Bah//
"I can hear your underscored attempt. You want me to return to the Temple." Lania smiled, just a bit, though completely without humor towards the situation. "Master Kyrie, I am married, I have two children, and was turned to the darkside at the potential loss of one who I loved more than a Code drilled into my head from the age of a child. I took an opportunity years ago that completely tore me and my beliefs as a jedi apart, and took me to the heart of Tatooine where I would be twisted and yanked roughly from what I wanted to see. I don't regret that, but I do now regret that it forces me into a state where I can't do one damn thing!"
There. He knows.
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Myrkr
Jul 24, 2005 22:31:34 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Jul 24, 2005 22:31:34 GMT -5
Elachi released a deep sigh. "I am sorry for what you have lost. And I don't deny that I would like to see you return to the Temple. Whether it's the path you need to take or not, however, I can't determine myself. But perhaps returning would give you the chance to regain something you want to have back."
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Myrkr
Jul 25, 2005 6:27:47 GMT -5
Post by Cluge of the Grey on Jul 25, 2005 6:27:47 GMT -5
((TWO KIDS! Didn't see that one coming!))
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Myrkr
Jul 30, 2005 15:45:44 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Jul 30, 2005 15:45:44 GMT -5
((I am a twisted person... (cackles) Sooo. You have a sister.))
"If I return," Lania murmured, "I'll surely be killed, or just officially exiled. I'm thought dead!"
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Myrkr
Aug 1, 2005 23:27:26 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Aug 1, 2005 23:27:26 GMT -5
Elachi paused. "Your husband...he isn't dead, is he?" For the chance that even if the Temple shouldn't accept her, perhaps someone else will?
The thought had never yet occurred to him of this husband's potential position.
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Myrkr
Aug 4, 2005 17:51:46 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Aug 4, 2005 17:51:46 GMT -5
Lania turned her grim expression towards Elachi, eyes dull. "I'd like to hope that he's alive and has forgotten all about me, Master Kyrie. Surely he thinks I'm dead if he survived the attack that should have killed me... he must have lived, or the Temple would not know that I am dead." She laughed slightly, a sharp and bitter sound.
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Myrkr
Aug 5, 2005 20:29:09 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Aug 5, 2005 20:29:09 GMT -5
Perhaps that's what she wants, he thought. To remain dead to the Jedi. "Then wouldn't it be possible to avoid the Temple's notice and go to your husband instead? I doubt he would have forgotten you."
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Myrkr
Aug 6, 2005 18:10:51 GMT -5
Post by BEHIND YOU!!! on Aug 6, 2005 18:10:51 GMT -5
Lania's grim smile widened. "That's the point, Kyrie. My husband is a jedi."
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Myrkr
Aug 7, 2005 19:08:51 GMT -5
Post by Cluge of the Grey on Aug 7, 2005 19:08:51 GMT -5
((dun dundun! ))
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Myrkr
Aug 7, 2005 22:08:06 GMT -5
Post by Jandalf on Toast on Aug 7, 2005 22:08:06 GMT -5
Elachi paused, and finally said, "Ah. I see. Well...that would complicate things, wouldn't it." She'll likely wish him to remain anonymous for the time... "Then I can't blame you for your reservations."
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Myrkr
Aug 8, 2005 0:42:29 GMT -5
Post by Tiana, eh? on Aug 8, 2005 0:42:29 GMT -5
((Cluge, please stop making completely pointless OOC posts in other threads in RPG. They distract from the flow of the story, and although we all know you get impatient by the slow, detailed, and far more advanced styles of various other RPGers on this site, it would be better for your current state if you just let us, and them alone unless interacting with us. And learned patience. *grins* So please stop making unnecessary OOC posts in RP, and above all, STOP trying to use the Force to talk to people! That's not something easy to do, even on the same planet, and certainly not cross-space!
Thank you. I'm done. You two can carry on now.))
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